La Venus Roja

i live some other place 
i am always alone 
i am always inside my head 
there's no place i can go 
there's no one who i can trust 
so i'll lost myself in my dreams 
i'll close my eyes and be free 
no one would ever miss me 
no one would ever know 
all the pain i have 
living inside my throat
the darkest places i have been
always on my own.
when really i was only
looking for a friend
to live this dream with me
but they go,
they always leave
then what should i do?
crying doesn't work anymore
you dont want to be with me
all the time,so i am here always on my own
my presence sometimes is
disturbing even for myself.
this life is annoying
they don't want me here and me either
who would care..maybe you,maybe not
in the end i am always on my own.